I understand that it is hard to understand. I mean it’s only Wednesday. Yeah! It’s hump day! We are halfway through the week! I was “off” today. My Monday and Tuesday was the equivalent of a 40 hour week day. No, I am not minimizing what the rest of the world does. I appreciate all… Continue reading It’s only Tuesday, why are you so tired?
If you are told enough that you are crazy. You start to believe that you are crazy. I don’t even know how to fix this anymore. I equate sex to being ok? So every time we have sex it doesn’t count? We are still broken. It was just sex. I am not loved. Should I… Continue reading Crazy or Sane
I though, hey! If I go into school nursing I have more time for my kids. Yes. Yes I do. Don’t get me wrong, I’m loving it! Elementary school kids are adorable! I’ve worked in an office, paperwork is ok. But is it truly nursing? I miss the blood, wounds and CPR. Where I’m at… Continue reading Is School Nursing really Nursing?
Just when I think I have it all down … I get floated. I give mass props to resource nurses. To be in a different place every single day, that takes balls. Here I am, spending the majority of my day trying to figure out where shit is. It was a long day. But I… Continue reading To Fail or Not to Fail … we are all failures.
I am sitting on my couch and I’m completely lost. A patient died today and that wasn’t even the worst part of my day. Getting home and my kids waking right past me to take a shower, without saying “Hi Mommy!”, that was the worst part of my day. I mention it to my husband… Continue reading Lost …
If it’s not one thing, its another. There are struggles in every relationship. Nobody is perfect. We are naive to think picture perfect relationship exists. They don’t. The truth is, if you want it to work, you have to put everything you have into it. But what if you feel like you are putting everything… Continue reading Relationships are a Struggle … Every. Single. Day.
It’s like telling the Universe “Hey! I’m bored! Give me a code right before shift change!” Seriously. The entire shift, I kept wondering when the other shoe was going to drop. I wish I hadn’t. I with I would have just been grateful for having a “Quiet” day on the unit. Damn. There it is,… Continue reading Oh why Oh why did she have to say the Q word? …